If you deliberately try to think/act un-deliberately, doesn't it make it more deliberate? This is the oxymoron I encounter when I try to shoot. Similarly when I see photos taken by others, is it possible to see the oxymoron? Or is it real. On another note, my train of thoughts have been moving in so many directions that alot of times I end up totally lost from my initial thoughts. I'm sure you have experienced that, right? No?